July 22nd, 2005

you know

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someone once told me that i attract instability because that's how i'm most comfortable. i agreed. however, now i would like to change that and i can't seem to get a good grip on how to weed out the garbage and enjoy what's left. somethings are moving too quickly and other things are sitting around collecting dust.

i should've taken classes this summer. i'd be more occupied and have a sense that i'm getting something done. but i was broke as hell and decided i needed time off or it would've been 3 straight years of school with no break. so, now i have all the free time in the world to type this crap but no money to do things in my free time.

all i want to do is to go to the beach at night and sleep in the sand.