on an unconscious mission to destroy you

best word in da biz. well, today was work. it was enjoyable. i'm not a complete idiot according to my boss and the kids i work with are fun. i was reflecting on last night. it was nice. i like walking around for hours and talkingt o a nice person. it's not even the person that means a wole lot to me. he's a great guy and pretty cute, but i think an experience like that with anyone is good. just walking and talking. needs to happen more, i've decided. also... can we talk about a certain ex for a minute? yeah the same one i bitch about a lot on here. i read his diary entry and wanted to hit him. only cause it hurts me sometimes. i hate this bs dealing with boys. that's all. i'm done.

i've known this one guy for 2 years now. he's amazing. we get a long quite well and he makes me think that maybe there are more good ones out there. i would like to thank him for always being here for me. for being himself. for being one of the most incredible people i have ever met. for thinking so highly of me. and most importantly for reassuring me of things i'm not so sure of.