April 21st, 2001

you know

gah!

oh so i have found that driving aone gives you WAY too much time to think. and thinking usually leads to me being a fucking sad girl. i thought mostly about boys. how i should plot against them and why. and spending the day with andrew made me think about sex. it's been awhile and i miss it. i skipped school yesterday and hung out with alex (this boy that likes me a lot), my ex bf john, andrew, and then my most recent ex nick. what a hell trip. i had fun but the thoughts later were so fucked up and made me question myself. AHH! bedtime.